Dear people on the world...

...if you like, love, adore Jensen Ackles (a.k.a. Dean from Supernatural) you should send him this post because I really don't know how to contact him :D
At first when I saw him in the first ever episode of Supernatural I was like: wellllll, looks like I have a new handsome celebrity cruuuuush.. But then I started realising how amazing he acts, how he shows the emotions of his character and how great he interprets the awesomness of Dean's personality. As a person who likes movies and has a giant dream: to become a director, I can tell that he's the best role model. It is something really hard to act and direct in the same time and people who can do this perfectly like him should be awarded or just simply adored. And that's what I do - I adore him. Not because his pretty face (which is so freaking amazing, guys this dude is so handsome :D) but because of his skills - acting so great, so..real.. and directing those amazing series that have changed my life.. Dear J. Ackles, if you ever win an oscar because your amazing acting and directing skills I'll be the happiest person, because my role model will be even better and will inspire me to go ahead and make all my dreams and wishes come true..

I am so so so so sorry for my bad bad bad really really bad english but this year I didn't have any english classes because of the intense german classes and I forgot most of the words and the grammar rules. It's possible that I have used some german words instead of the english ones so.. sorry :3

Also guys, here comes the funny part, If anyone of you is ever making a fanmail scrapbook, letter or.... something, please please please include this post.. I really want him to read it. (I sound so fangirly now :D) I want him to know that somewhere in Bulgaria is a girl who wants to be just like him. (but a female of course XDDDD) If someone of you wants to write me an e-mail and tell me that he/she is going to include my little "letter" to Jensen Ackles you can send it to that e-mail adress: thelifeofmarina@abv.bg

Aaaaaand if you are the real Jensen reading this because a lot of creepy fans send it to you every day (which is not going to happen but who knows..)  .. uhm..first your name is awesome, second you are awesome, and last but not at least: you are part german.. i study german..what a coincidence :D

-xoxo Marina the crazy fangirl

What an amazing feeling..

...is it to sit on the balcony, watch the amazing view, listen great summer spotify playlist and blog ♡ It is 8:33 pm. Here in Bulgaria the sun is slowly going down and the skyis blue-pink-purple-coloured and you're able to see the moon. The wind is blowing and the trees are slowly moving themselves like they're dancing. I can see the city lake and it's sparkling because of the sunlight. A few seagulls are flying and singing the song of the ocean. A giant plane made me want to travel the world..  I don't know why but this makes me feel so special. I live on an amazing planet full of wonders. ♡ I see a ship in the lake and it makes me remember the handsome russian sailors and their tall ships :3 This is the viw from my balcony:

alsoooo If you guys are wondering what are the songs I'm listening to:

1. Summer Paradise -Simple Plan

2. A light that never comes - Linkin Park

3. Dernière Dance -Indila

4. Let's go sunseeking - Michael Holborn

5. Lemonade - Louis Dowd

6. Swagger Jagger - Cherr Lloyd

7. Mountain sound - Of Monster and Men

8. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons

9. Little Talks - Of Monster and Men.

10. From Finner - Of Monster and Men

11. King and a Lionheart - Of Monster and Men

12. Wolf - First Aid Kit

13. American Idiot - Green Day

14. S.O.S. - Indila

This music matches my mood right now and I feel pretty cool ♡

Hope y'all have awesome summer moments like me.

♡Au revrevoir♡

Why do I blog?

That's a pretty interested question. I love talking nonsense but not many people are able to listen to me without suffering and at the end they are always dead. Here, in this blog I can write all my thoughts and stupid ideas and messed up feelings. I am pretty much surprised that there are people who actually read this weird blog :D I felt stupid and I tought that I am going to do a post or two and never blog again and I'm proud of myself for doing so many posts :D I know my posts aren't something awesome, they are just pure weirdness that I like to express using this blog. I want to tell all of you (my great awesome cute super cool followers, who read my blog) that I adore every single one of you and it super exciting for me to check out how many visits I have. Thank you for being here with me. And now this post finishes just like that. Y.O.L.O.U.S.M.K.Y. (You only live once until Steven Moffat kills you :3 )

9 things you just can’t handle {gross things like ugly toes etc etc}

Yep I know I'm skipping a few of the themes I told you I'll post about but I still haven't told such a terrible lie and I haven't been through such a bad period of my life so now I'll talk about things I just can't stand:

1. I can't stand rude people who treat nice people like crap :/ a lot of people deserve love and they just deserve being adored.. but there are always people who won't appreciate what their friends do for them and how amazing they are. Anyway I have great friends and they are always here for me and I'll love them forever. Guys just be nice to nice people..okay?

2. I really hate crowds and going somewhere where I have to meet a lot of people..that's just terrifying for me..  I need a quiet place with a nice book or a mp3 player.

3. I really hate salmon fish and I am not telling you why :D

4.  I just don't like my literature teacher :/

5. Maths.

6. Any kind of sport except maybe swimming :D

7. People who fart in public. XDDDD

8. Justin Bieber.. sorry beliebers I just don't like him or his music :///

9. Stupid love girly movies. GIVE ME THE ACTION AND FIGHT AND SPECIAL EFFECTS ♡

I know it's bad to hate a lot of things cuz it's ruining you happy aura and stuffffff... but I also love a lot of things and I'm going to write about them later ♡